Wednesday, September 06, 2006
a bad day for me ytd... cant any day be any bad than ytd??? my day started out fine actually... i bought a shirt at queensway... i like it coz its an army shirt... COOL! its black... nas bought his green shirt... sis juz follow everywhere we go... then we eat at Mcd... for our light lunch... coz later in the evening meeting the rest of the watevas... took 197 to JE, then took train to JP... we sat at coffeebean... the outdoor side... everything went well until kina saw her ex... her reaction really2 make me mad... i was damn frustrated... she said she don wanna stay there for a few times... and she wanted to call her mum when the rest is here... when i really sick of hearing it, i juz walk away... towards the interchange... sis chase me... really2 feeling like hulk wanna come out... sis calm me down... then i walk back la... give in to kina... she tried to talk to me but i juz ignored... u knw la kina... how to ignore her... hehe... wait for sharir to arrive... then arrive oready, ask him where to eat... he say banquet so banquet we went... kina walk in then pull sharir out... she said she saw her ex again... she's so freaked out... after pulling sharir, she pull nas... so the rest walk la to KFC... jijah join us there... tat KFC so SuAy!!!! 1st met my ex... she said to me the previous nite saying she wasnt close to a person and the gang... and the truth came out... she was with tat person and the gang... heh... wasnt close my foot! i juz only took her pic out of my wallet to show sis... and there she is... i was feeling bad la but didnt show it... y did she need to lie? then we eat la... after eating, we wanted to sit at coffeebean... then i saw someone... the last time i saw her was hari raye... i miss her so much... i did salam her... then she say bye... bye is the word i didnt wanna hear from her... i walk out of kfc feeling so shitty... SHIT!!!! sat down at coffeebean, still feel shit... then she called me telling me tat she wanna meet me... then we meet...talk2, tears flow... flow like tap water... after talking to her, i ask for a hug... and i told her something tat made us cry badly... she ask me to go back to my frens... so i went back... after i left her, tears flow like nobody business... kina and jijah was there behind me... i wanna control my tears so bad tat i end up crying really2 bad... its really weird la crying so bad in front of them... i told them wat happen and they were there to console me... watevas are the best... they make me smile instantly... although i still feel really bad, i smiled - FOR THEM! its great when u feel bad, frens are there... after tat, everything went well... we eat ice-cream... it supposed to be kina's treat... but i give $5 coz i knw it wasnt enuff... but i donno y kina took the change of $4... y kina y? i need an explanation... hehe... after eating ice-cream, we sent jijah to interchange... we wait for her bus to arrive... when her bus arrived, we went to sit at the stairs at the mrt... we sang songs... 1 song we sang together... 'More Than Words'... shiok... i wanna spent everyday and nite wif them... i don wanna leave... i don wanna come home... i don want anything else... i juz want them! And U! hmm... k lah... i wanna eat ice-cream... mayb i go jogging later arnd 7... soccer match all the till 7... -kAi- the cry baby.
colouring begins at ; - 11:14 PM.
