Friday, March 23, 2007
1st partim really thankful tat u came back into my life.its was really a wonderful 2 days i had with u.i tot things gonna be orite.u said on ur bdae, u wanna buy 'something'.so juz now, i searched for it.i roamed the whole bugis street.but to no avail.i text u, telling u im trying to find ur stuff.but instead of being appreciative, u asked me,"y u wanna find it? wats the point? my bdae's over. its best tat u save ur money."I, being a patient, did not reply to her.i think its the best way to react to this situation.i know u very well.unpredictable.ur moods affect everyone.feeling disappointed, yes.i was hoping u would say,"thank u khairul. i appreciate it. but its ok. i'll find it myself. i don wanna bother u."but, i was wrong.how stupid i am.2nd partu've been texting me these 'missing u' forward msges.i really2 hope u mean it.coz i really2 feel tat way.its been so long since i saw, meet, going out with u.i think the last time was during chalet.hmm.i like u.i really do.but someone taught me something.'doesnt mean u like tat person, she have to like u the way u like her.'so im putting my feelings towards u in a quiet little space in my heart.hopefully this space will grow.i hate comparison but i cant help it.at least u appreciate the things i did unlike the 1st girl.well, im done for today. nites.
colouring begins at ; - 1:10 AM.
