Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Things have been worse for me lately..
i was told to stop working..
coz there's enough people and already at full strength..
and they need not need me anymore..
and how sad when those words were said when i just step in..
my mind went blank and i donno what to do..
i just carry on doing my work without any sound coming out of my body..
this work mean so much to me..
the people.
the money.
the people there are like my 2nd family..
everyday i spend most of my days there..
and now i dont get to see them not even once a week..
i need the money to continue taking my licence..
but now, how can i..?
ok, the upcoming pay will most probably last me the whole licence thing,
but how about the bike..?
seriously, i donno..
i once said, "Life has ups and downs. Now you're down, later you're up."
but there's a continuation to my sayin..
"When you're down, you're so down that you feel as if you're drowning"
previous day, before they ask me to stop working,
i thought of helping a close friend of mine..
she's having problems rite now..
and so i thought of helping her in the terms of money..
but now..
im still feel like shit rite now..
guess have to sleep..
maybe feeling better tmrw..
"Cash rules everything around me"
colouring begins at ; - 1:17 AM.
